The day I've been dreading for almost 8 months is right around the corner. My due date.
Baby number 2 should be making his or her grand entrance into this world in just five weeks. But he/she isn't. And I am still not expecting.
While it's been tough, I can say, I think I am reaching a place of peace with the whole thing. I'm ok. I've reached a place where even if I don't have more babies, I think I will be just fine with the perfect little girl that I do have.
I am blessed and I know that. Finally. It has taken me since Septemeber to get here, but here I am.
Despite it all, things are great. I am happy. Really, life couldn't get better unless another little one did join our family.
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| Look at this face! |
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| Finally permitting our lot! Ready to see some concrete! |
3 comments:
I'm so glad you are feeling peace about where you are at with your family. I understand not feeling peace though because I also suffered a miscarriage with our first baby. I found out I was pregnant again right about the time I would have delivered the first. Maybe that will happen for you!!
We would've been due around the same time...my due date with the first baby was April 14th. I'm not looking forward to that day. And it took me a good two years to be able to not cry when I found out someone else was pregnant or to get through a baby shower without crying afterwards - not that I wasn't happy for them, just sad for my own problems. But thinking about all that I'm blessed with definitely helps me get through it all. Plus it's good that you have your new house to think about to help distract you. And I can testify that being an only child is pretty awesome ;)
Love you, friend.
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